...it all

sittin in it all
soft padded amber light
against backdrops of blissfulness
happiness, drunkness, sadness,
overwhelming-ness

surrounded by it all
soft padded grey reality
against veil of frienship
lovership, battleship,
all-those-lost-ships

searching through it all
soft thud of red ambiguity
against what seems right
what seems wrong
what seems to not see
at all.