i feel

i feel blessed
with humans
reaching into my soul

i feel loved
by man
understanding my world

i feel mmmm
with life
seeping into my pores

i feel blessed
musical people, business people, real people
telling me their thoughts
affairs, affixed,affected
reaching into my soul

he loved her, she loves him
gurgling swamp
searching for space
to respond

he wants job, she wants him
suffocating arms
searching for compromise
between time

he wants life, she wants freedom
selfish individuals
searching for love
to have

i feel loved
family, lover, friends
sharing with me
emitting emotions
understanding my world

she wants me closer to home
nestled in her warmth
but lets me fly
towards own choice of life

he wants me closer to heart
protected in his care
but sets me free
towards dreams galore

they want me closer to share
padded reality of life
but encourages me
towards truth within myself

i feel mmmm
ecstasy, jealousy, fallacies
entwining inside me
seducing, straining,training
seeping through my pores

they appreciate thoroughly
world of blues and reds
sounds, sights, self
fabulous fireworks sparkling mid air

she loathes deeply
world of refraining uncertainty
believing, betraying, bubbling
thoughts tying her down

he struggles continously
world of undecided desires
let her, love her, leave her
yielding yearnings torture him

i feel
blessed,loved, mmm
with
human, man, life
reaching, understanding, seeping
me